athletics ghurL no. 11=) -WHEE*

Friday, January 13, 2006

it's finally friday.. (oops friday the 13th. good luck everyone(: )

all of us are getting busier since this week. workload has certainly increased by a lot. have been getting home late these days. about 5 plus 6. totally tired out.. can't even take a nap in peace. will be thinking about how am i going to finish piles of homework, how will i have time to do my revision and stuff. what i look forward to everyday is the 10-15 minute-bus ride from Jurong Interchange to my house. i could at least shut my eyes and rest a little.

today was quite an easy day because of the concert rehearsal. half the class was gone and some teachers were not in class so we had a few free periods. even when teachers came in nothing was taught. we just had to do our own work or else: slack.

but then even though there were pratically no lessons, i felt really stressed out. we were all doing homework during the free period with the guys telling jokes from time to time. it was really nice. thanks. the jokes made me forget about problems temporarily. when we went back to our work, it's like it all came back as well.

it's like.. there are so many things which i don't know and understand. Geography and Maths are killing me. ever since i missed the first lesson of maths on the CCA trials day, i'm like at a loss whenever Ms Yew gives us worksheets to complete. i feel like i've missed out a lot. it's either i don't know how to solve kinematics questions or i take ages to do one. the factors affecting temperature and what not. i'm confused.

sometimes i think i'm not even fit to be in 3B. i can't handle so many things at a time and time never seems enough for me. i can't even do my homework properly although i try hard to. i should have chosen 8 subjects instead of 9. i knew right from the start i couldn't do it. this is only the 2nd week of school and i already have difficulty coping. obviously there's more to expect in time to come. what will happen to me then? i'm afraid i would break down anytime..

common tests are taking place in the 4th week. two more weeks to prepare only and i still have so many things which i do not understand. i think i'm going to flunk the tests. or rather, i'm sure i'm going to flunk them.

ahh. i'm so stressed out. somebody help!! advice please??

guess that's all for today..

5:20 PM