heyhey.

hmm. 3days in a new school. don't really know what to say.. mixed feelings about it.

went back to SA yesterday right after Roadrun. haha i don't know. just had a strong urge to return.. i wanted so badly for the morning event to end.

i crossed the Bridge at Sa's Village, and it all felt so familiar. the only thing was that.. there were so many more new faces. kinda shocked at first. couldn't recognise any, some even looked at me as though i was an alien.

then it dawned upon me that,those were the 2nd intakers.

finally, students began to stream outta the CC. met quite a number of friends, who remained in SA. Zixi! VanTan! Shiqi! Weena!

goodness. i felt so much better. really missed them a lot.

exchanged a few sentences with each person, before receiving a call from Yvonne.

"..we're waiting for you at the cafe! come now !"

you know, immediately i rushed and ran past figures dressed in white and navy along the way.

i reached the cafe, heard some familiar voices that went..

"paika! paika!"

haha. my heart really beat faster.

o8s13.

man, i was really so super happy. so much happier.

we went for lunch at Macs, did a bit of catching up, laughed, played like crazy. then we went back to SA to rockclimb. okay i didn't, Cassie Dawn and Mason did. i just watched and laughed and stoned. and thought. about the days before the dreadful Jae.

after that the rest left, and i talked to Yifong in the canteen for about 2 hours. like wow. we never talked so much before. it was.. just great.

she left for CO.

then came VanQuek, whom i was supposed to meet to go to the Choir concert.

talked a lot a lot too. i think we really made full use of our time together cos we spoke a lot. she was telling me about SA after Jae and other stuff that she never shared with me back then.

we went out for dinner, talking along the way, talked over dinner and strolled back to SA in the rain, still talking.

surprisingly and i don't know to be sad or happy about it.. but both Yifong and Van started one of their sentences in the same way:

"..haha since you're not in SA already.. actually.."

haha. i gotta know both of them better after i've left SA. ironic eh.

but still, i thank goodness for it.

at least my trip back to SA was fruitful.

haha sigh. just some afterthoughts from yesterday. take care everyone (:

-and you begin to wonder why you came.-

heyhey. hmm. so it was the release of JAE posting results this morning. got the message from MOE (i think) at around 6+, was still on the bus when Jeremy suddenly asked me if i've gotten the results.

and argh i deleted my one and only message from MOE accidentally.

hmm. anyway. okay think it's confirmed that i'll be spending my next two years or so in NJ.

hmm. had mixed feelings about this though. was relieved because then i wouldn't have to travel so far to SA which is in Potong. but still, deep down i was quite sad that i'll have to leave my dear ones in SA. okay not quite sad, but very sad.

Joella said it was very scary to see me stoning more than usual today. i've lost count of how many times she asked me not to be so stoney. haha. i couldn't help it. apart from being really tired and drained physically, i was actually thinking and thinking about the past events that i've been through in SA, with the people. (OG22 and o8S13).

it started with OG22. haha during LOST we really forged the bond via the games and stuff. knew this wonderful OGL Shaun. even after the orientation, we kept in touch and met up for meals whenever we could.

slowly, after spending like a week or so with our classes, we began to stick to our classes during free time. still, we acknowledged one another if we were to meet along the way.

hmm. i guess the later part of the 1st intake would be more of 'bonding' with our classes. erm.. at first i didn't really like like o8S13 because there were obvious cliques and everyone didn't get together like as a class. so i was with Siqi, Rachel and Yvonne.

then as time went by, more and more people 'came in' and it turned out to be like now, when we always walked about as a class.

well. that lasted for 1week plus or so, because on this fateful day, it happened to our last day in SA for some of us.

haha like wow. how time flies.

hmm. made a slideshow for the class, and presented it today. haha was pretty nervous before showing. and i'll really have to thank the class for appreciating. haha. what i wanna say to the class was pretty much all that was in the slideshow.

and i can't forget a bunch of people-- SA Girls' Soccer Team. haha. eh, even though i was so useless to get injured for so long and hardly attended trainings for two weeks, i guess i've learnt a lot from Coach and the girls. hmm. nice seniors, fun peers. haha. and it's always exciting to watch matches. hmm. so yea, thanks for everything.

haha ahhh. i don't know what to say. my points are all over the place.

haha so..

all the best everyone. erm. love you? haha. and i'm so glad that i had you people.

take care(:

sigh.

heyhey. hmm. so it was the release of JAE posting results this morning. got the message from MOE (i think) at around 6+, was still on the bus when Jeremy suddenly asked me if i've gotten the results.

and argh i deleted my one and only message from MOE accidentally.

hmm. anyway. okay think it's confirmed that i'll be spending my next two years or so in NJ.

hmm. had mixed feelings about this though. was relieved because then i wouldn't have to travel so far to SA which is in Potong. but still, deep down i was quite sad that i'll have to leave my dear ones in SA. okay not quite sad, but very sad.

Joella said it was very scary to see me stoning more than usual today. i've lost count of how many times she asked me not to be so stoney. haha. i couldn't help it. apart from being really tired and drained physically, i was actually thinking and thinking about the past events that i've been through in SA, with the people. (OG22 and o8S13).

it started with OG22. haha during LOST we really forged the bond via the games and stuff. knew this wonderful OGL Shaun. even after the orientation, we kept in touch and met up for meals whenever we could.

slowly, after spending like a week or so with our classes, we began to stick to our classes during free time. still, we acknowledged one another if we were to meet along the way.

hmm. i guess the later part of the 1st intake would be more of 'bonding' with our classes. erm.. at first i didn't really like like o8S13 because there were obvious cliques and everyone didn't get together like as a class. so i was with Siqi, Rachel and Yvonne.

then as time went by, more and more people 'came in' and it turned out to be like now, when we always walked about as a class.

well. that lasted for 1week plus or so, because on this fateful day, it happened to our last day in SA for some of us.

haha like wow. how time flies.

hmm. made a slideshow for the class, and presented it today. haha was pretty nervous before showing. and i'll really have to thank the class for appreciating. haha. what i wanna say to the class was pretty much all that was in the slideshow.

and i can't forget a bunch of people-- SA Girls' Soccer Team. haha. eh, even though i was so useless to get injured for so long and hardly attended trainings for two weeks, i guess i've learnt a lot from Coach and the girls. hmm. nice seniors, fun peers. haha. and it's always exciting to watch matches. hmm. so yea, thanks for everything.

haha ahhh. i don't know what to say. my points are all over the place.

haha so..

all the best everyone. erm. love you? haha. and i'm so glad that i had you people.

take care(:

sigh.

hey hello.

haha it's CNY (:

this year's CNY.. isn't that exciting/fun so far for me. haha Bro said maybe we're used to it, perhaps. haha

anyway! on CNY's eve, met up with Carrots at Vivo and we had reunion lunch(: and finally for once, Fe12 had full attendance! aww Joanna sprained her right ankle as well. but it seems like she's recovering pretty well (: it was a good lunch, gotta see some of the seniors whom we've long lost contact with.

went to Mrs Lee's (our most beloved Physics teacher) house today. hehheh she's as cute as ever, i promise. haha. somehow each year our class would have 1 person who forgets to bring Mandarin oranges to Bai Nian, and he/she would have to become Mrs Lee's maid for the day. last year was Bro, this year was XiaoPeng.

later on we went to Mr Chia's (the nicest History teacher in RV) house. the girls were so famished that they formed a 'gang' which was situated just beside the dining table, where all the titbits were placed. and tada, bags and bags of chips were devoured.. oh and his cute little son, Ezekiel was really cute (:

pictures taken today are not up yet, will have to wait for Waimin aka my TM to upload.


Mandy!

Emilee! the one who understands why SOCCER rocks. white Vs black! Joanna! my fellow Paika.

heyhey.

went to shop for sporting gear and then saw some really tempting shoes. ASICS GT-2120.

heyhey hello.

haha sigh. i think my week was kinda screwed, except for the pre-Chinese New Year celebration after Soccer training.

TRAINING.

it's been a week.. come on man, it's been a week without running and kicking soccer balls. what could have recovered in 3 days hasn't, and it's only a little, slightly, better. i know i haven't been giving it enough rest, but i did try my best to, other than that i really needed to travel, or work.

putting the fact that my fitness level is going down the drain aside, i'm rather.. i don't know what word to use. as much as i understand that now isn't the time to rush it, i cannot stand not being able to exercise! ahh i'm really on the verge of just heck care everything and go sprint on my favourite curves.

sigh. sorry i don't mean to rant like this. but i very much dislike having to contemplate whether-or-not-i-should-run kinda thing. it's training again tomorrow. we won't be spending the time on the uneven field, it'll only be just running sets.. but that would be dangerous enough. for the entire day today, i've been thinking if i'm gonna join them, or just sit aside and watch (which is what i've been doing for past trainings). up till this very hour, i still haven't come to a decision.

very useless.

haha because this is not the first time i'm experiencing this, i'm really quite PEK WITH MYSELF!

and then now this feels like when i was in sec2..

or maybe a more recent incident in sec3 when i had one of my darkest times.

i hope the wait is sweet this time.