Saturday, February 25, 2006
today's training was okay. i finally completed the 200m sets.. argh argh argh. there's a race on sunday. 300m for everyone. why why why? why can't i drop out of it? never mind.. talk about this later.so after training Chuanmin, Peishi and i accompanied Fann go cut hair. i ended up cutting mine also. haha though not very obvious. the uncle styled Fann's hair until so cool!!! it's like so funky.. the 3 of us were clapping and cheering. wahha. me : i need a sweater.. oh my it's so COOL!!Peishi and Chuanmin: ..not funny. heh ok. then my turn to cut. in the end he styled for me also but i told him not so spiky. hahha it was a completely new hairdo i had. not very used to it but well (: Chuanmin got him to style her hair as well. free of charge! that uncle is so nice.so we headed to Jurong East Entertainment to meet the rest. stayed for awhile and left.i can't do it. i really can't. the previous time was a disaster and i don't wanna that to happen again. however i know that if i go for it once more, the result will be the same. i really can't. on that day, we'll be wearing RV on our chests. i can't imagine me in that orange outfit and participating in that event. seeing the spectators make me nervous (though they won't be focusing on me) and having other runners from other schools by my side, it's like so demoralising because for sure, i know i'm not up to even their standard. but the point is not to win. what i'm afraid is that after that day my confidence level will drop to zero. but not to say that i have a high level of it to start with. i mean hais. i don't know. all i can be certain of is that i'm gonna let everyone down. myself, coach, everyone. sorry mates, thanks for all your encouragement during training just now. guess i still can't overcome this mental barrier within me. i'll keep your lectures and advices in mind nonetheless.here's wishing RV trackers all the best.
11:06 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
YAY!!! people we can finally let our hair down!! ( though some of us have short hair )today's the last paper.. COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! (: shan't talk about the tests since today's our most awaited day. hmm but well. about 2 or 3 days ago, Mr Rajaratnam ( spelling correct? ) passed away peacefully in his sleep. then just now a few of the carrots together with Mr Chew went to the House to pay our last respects to him. yup. my first time there. well. the atmosphere was quite tense and everyone was super solemn ( definitely ).. my mind went blank when i stepped into the hall. i was very nervous before that, so much so that i crushed my history handout. at least now i know there was this man who contributed loads to Singapore. yup i didn't know him at first but now i know. hmm.anyway i'm feeling so relaxed now.. free from the books and notes. haha. i'm not gonna touch them this weekend already though i have homework to complete haha. now i can sleep all i want in the day! been seriously deprived of sleep hehe. MOO..haha ok think that's all for today (:people have fun while we can!
6:07 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
8 down.. 1 more!!!!!!!!! - Norineand it's all back again..
10:24 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
and so the history paper was quite okay, but not confident at all because i'm not sure if i've got all the points.. and for the last question, i jolly well forgot what's Workers' Union ): if my purpose for that question is wrong, i'm gonna get 0 i think. sighs.today was geography paper. i think my MCQ gonecase already.. my answers very different from the pros.. sighs. but the section B was okay. not confident at all too as i may not write my answers well. as in i know how to do the questions but the stuff that i write may not be complete.. sighs sighs. i just hope that Georgina and my effort won't go to waste.. we spent 2 days working on it. hmm. may sound little but we really pia-ed. hehe. so yup..6 down, 3 more to go. to those taking biology: jiayou jiayou!! 3 more to go!! to those not taking bio: hey people take a good rest and then come back and tackle all those chemistry questions ok!! you can do it!! ahahaha. in short, everybody jiayou jiayou.sighs. i'm really worried about my results. most of the papers were killers. hais. today Mdm Guo added to our misery. talked a lot about the paper, pointed out loads of mistakes, and then she said she don't wanna give out the papers. thursday. we were like all sa jiao-ing with her. that was funny!!! first time i saw the class mass-sajiao!!! it was so cute but she didn't appreciate it. hehe. guess that's all for today!worries, worries..
8:02 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
ahh! help help help!!!tomorrow's history test!!! i'm so nervous!!! can't get to sleep..ahh!!! how how how???contextual knowledge.. reliability.. utility.. inference.. quotes.. purpose.. cross reference.. tone.. first view.. second view.. still got what..ahh!!! please please please give me luck.. i want to sleep!!!all the best for history, jade!!and the same goes for everyone..jiayou jade!!!as well as all of you..ahh.. i need to calm down..guess that's all.. hope it'll be over soon..
10:26 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
SAAA race.hmm. witnessed most of the races except for one because i had to leave early. quite exciting towards the finishing line, with a few pairs fighting for the better position. anyway the trackers went to support as well as to take down timings. haha. we felt like we were spies taking down other schools' timings but well, it's for the benefit of the team i guess. i heard others schools take down our timings too hei hei.not long after the second race i think, it started to rain and stuff.. Peishi and i were drenched. haha. seems like we two always are the ones who get caught in rain. heavy rain.hmm. know that some of you guys are disappointed with your timings and positions, but well. i guess today's just not your day.. you guys are perfectly fine and good. don't despair ok. for the past timetrials all of you did very well, so yeah it's all right man. overall it was a great run for every carrot! jiayou jiayou jiayou! (:haha thanks to those who cheered me up during the past few days i guess i've attained some enlightenment. wahaha. yup. but somehow these days i've become unusually high, most probably due to over-stress. i talk a lot in class as compared to last time and it's really a drastic change.so if i've offended anyone in a way or another, I SINCERELY APOLOGISE!! seriously. i'm afraid i've said the wrong things then perhaps hurt or upset people around me. sorry!!yup. argh. common tests. nothing to be happy about so far. haha. every paper was a killer i think. especially physics. haha. this has been one of the hottest topic in school recently.once again jiayou everyone!guess that's all for today..as runners, we should have our own principles.. (:
11:36 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
it's finally Friday..for the past four days everyone has been busy preparing for common tests.. now take a break today! it's quite hard to imagine one week of papers has just gone like that but well, we're just left with another one. haha people, jiayou jiayou! it'll be over soon even before we knew it.been thinking a lot these days. if i'm not going to be more alert and wake up my ideas, sooner or later i will end up with nothing at all. being blur is all right for me because the things i do sometimes are funny enough to make people laugh. when people laugh, i'll laugh. when people are happy, i'll feel happy too! (: being as blur as sotong is fun ( not that i want to be in the first place though ).BUT. being forgetful isn't.my forgetfulness, as what Emily said, has really reached a limit already. yesterday we had physics test. were supposed to plot and then draw a graph. but somehow i just forgot to bring my long ruler in and couldn't get the best fit line. 15cm wasn't enough. the entire question including that on finding gradient was left blank. sighs. this characteristic of mine is turning my life upsidedown. everyday i have to worry about stuff like what if i didn't bring this or that to school. what if i had forgotten to do homework what if i fail to bring my physics file.ahh! somebody slap me on the face and wake me up please! or pour cold water over me also can! haha.JADEY AH! WAKE UP!oh yes. hey dear crossers! i'm sorry i can't make it to cheer you guys on for your race tomorrow. but here's wishing all of you all the best, don't stop running and have fun! i'll be giving moral support ha though i can't be there. yup. jiayou jiayou!!haha i guess that's all for today.. just as when i thought i could do it.. i failed.
4:14 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
well, the past few days have been rather depressing.. shan't talk about that.erm. this week and next are common tests weeks. would like to wish everyone all the best! let me think. the most interesting that happened was probably one of my silly acts due to my blurness. there is this fire extinguisher in a red box attached to the wall in block D. one fine day after a practical lesson i think, i walked back to the class with a group of girls. walked and walked, and came to a point where they started talking in a corner. so being very tired, i leaned against the red box while listening to them. (it was on my left.) so after a few minutes we finally decided to head back to class. i turned to walk and.." BANG! "i knocked into the box.dots. i basically forgot about the box and turned 90 degrees to my left. " HAHAHAHA! we always see that in movies but i didn't expect to see that in real life! HAHAHAHA! " - quoted from Ningxin.once again to IRON12: sorry about what happened and thanks for being there. love you guys.yup guess that's all.. oh ya once again, jiayou everyone!are things really not the same as before..? somehow i just refuse to believe it..
5:41 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
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9:29 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
today was a hectic day..lessons were ok until maths and chemistry. had class work and didn't finish on time so after school had to pia. worse thing was right after school was measurement and fitting for jersey and track suit. (yay!) then there was still this translation worksheet to complete. all by today.so was quite flustered after the last lesson which was history. almost broke down on our way to AVA room.. but didn't i only teared.i pia-ed maths there and finally completed before the fitting started. Chuanmin: thanks a lot girl for guiding me and providing your answers for me to check against. thanks thanks.yay!! we are getting our very own track suit soon! but the colour looks like Team Singapore.. white and red.. haha. but nonetheless it made many very excited.. (:ok so after that went down to canteen to pia the translation worksheet. it was super difficult.. almost gave up halfway but was too scared of the teacher so diedie also must do.meanwhile saw lots of sec4s coming back to get their Os results. no matter what: well done seniors!! you guys finally can heave a sigh of relief! ha. great job there!sighs. sec3 life's really unbearable. i'm reaching my limit i think. i really can't take it.. it's way too stressful. so many things to do, so little time. ahh..to all of you: hey guys i'm sorry for my rude-ness in school just now. sorry!! and thanks a lot for cheering me up. really appreciated it a lot. thanks thanks..trying hard to hold on to something which seems impossible..
5:54 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
today was.. argh quite ok.during history lesson i was like having a slight fever and a headache. almost fainted in class. ha i think i got the germs from my sister who's running a fever now. so wasn't quite awake then, hope i didn't miss much. then it was MATHS. argh. Ms Yew asked me to present one of my answers for homework on the board. ok shaded the Venn diagram and stuff. then she asked me to explain. i was like "huh!!" so i went up. she asked me why was my answer this and this. i don't know why i was having mental block when i went up and i couldn't explain. then she gave me another similar question to do. my mind was totally blank. then suddenly i " OH OK!! " and answered the question. i heard the class laughing.. hahaha. well never mind.. i guess it was my reaction that was funny. (:sighs i have stage fright. heh.hmm. guess that's all for today (:life doesn't always go the way you want it to..
9:39 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
today's quite ok..this morning i met Shaun on the train. ok so we talked. then the train stopped and he went out. i was like thinking " oh ok maybe he's waiting for someone at Buona Vista"i almost said 'bye' to him when it dawned upon me that it was already at Commonwealth station, where RVians are supposed to alight to go to school. haha.so i almost missed the stop.. got out of it just in time. phew! ahahaha.i don't know.. it's just so complicated. i'm not even sure of how am i feeling now.
7:38 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
today's quite a funny day.this morning when i was in the bathroom i almost used my facial wash to brush my teeth. after that i used my toothbrush to comb my hair.. what on earth was i doing. haha*fast forward*when i was reaching my house, i took out my ez-link card. then i wondered.. why is there no machine for me to tap my card? gosh. i was at my doorstep.later in the evening i took a nap. was real tired. i woke up cos there was a phone call.i had forgotten about my guitar lesson.ha and i was too late for it anyway. so i just stayed at home.how blur can i get? haha.i cried for help, but it did not come..
9:24 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
today's training was all right i guess..just that i was sick and so on.. rested from time to time. ok enough of that haha.hey you! haha. don't think about it already.. you can do it. believe in yourself yes. we will always be there for you. it's all in the long run girl! it's still early.. don't give up on yourself cos we haven't given up on you. we believe that you can do it! you'll see the results in time to come so no worries yeah! zhen zuo qi lai (:guess that's all for today..
1:23 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
so it's finally Friday..haha i've been sick since two days ago and i've lost my voice. can still talk but doesn't sound nice. heh not as if i sounded nice before that is. now i have blocked nose.i must say that Thursday is probably one of the worst days that i can think of. firstly, school is extended by 15 minutes so it ends at 3.15. secondly, because there are about 7-8 subjects on that day = a lot of homework. all to be handed in on the next day. thirdly, we have training after that. starting at 4.30! what a hectic day..today was the Athletics meeting. met the sec1s. it's the largest batch ever guess it's due to IP so more students are coming to RV. they could almost make a class. well, no comments on my first impression of them. yup. i hope everything's gonna be okay..yup that's all..
troubles, troubles..
8:22 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
today's ok..first day of school! wow i really miss the place.. or rather the people there? it was a nice feeling to be able to get back to school again, except for the fact that i slept late so was a bit tired..having a little sore throat. think it's because i drank too little water hey i didn't really eat goodies until yesterday! haha. sort of losing my voice already. can't talk properly.oh ya today during English lesson my group was supposed to come up with a conversation between 2 Mangas. ahaha and they got me to be the Astro Boy. (though Amanda makes a better one hehe) they gonna tie my hair up like a kuku person. a bunch of hair sticking up from the top of my head. ahaha. amusing and fun actually.haha yes tomorrow's geography aka my most feared subject test. hmm. sort of done with the revision but still very scared. i hope it'll go smoothly..and then again.. i was reminded of you when i strummed my guitar..
5:46 PM
jade