Thursday, January 26, 2006
you know how is it like when you have done something wrong and that when you realised it it's already too late to do anything about it..you know how does it feel like when you've disappointed someone whom you respect so much..you know how is it like when you screwed up something which you love to do..all these happened in just one day..really very sorry to have let you down.. but the worst thing is that i disappointed myself..how could i have made such a mistake.. when instructions were so clear.i hate myself for who i am.. i just can't do anything right..and it was such a stupid mistake.. (if _ _ _ _ _ _ _ is reading this, i tell you, i'm even worse than you..)there's a price to pay to be so blur, sometimes a heavy one.time can't be reversed.. but i can't help but to brood over it.i'd rather realise it later than now..it happened at the wrong time..ahh.. sorry for this post..just gotta let it out..
5:52 PM
jade