Wednesday, May 03, 2006
hai what a day in school.
came home with this empty feeling within me.
it was nothing but just utter disappoinment. not with anyone else, it's myself. i've place such high hopes on it and yet once again, i've been proven wrong that having a positive mindset helps. i haven't got much confidence to start with, but that last bit disappeared with the return of the script.
the blow was no doubt great, so much so that it rained quite badly. normally i'm able to hold back my tears for my own good, however this time i managed to only do so for half an hour.
special thanks to those who stayed by my side:
Georgina for that encouraging letter,
Norine for your enlightening talk and understanding,
Ningxin and Peishi for all those lame jokes which made me laugh/smile
and of course not to forget Shaoying, Qihui and Marian for the wonderful afternoon at Tiong Bahru. although the trip there was just to have a small gathering, it made me feel a whole lot better.
THANKS.
now that i'm alone, those emotions are coming back..
but i'll be able to pick myself up again. i promise.
rain, rain, go away..
4:56 PM
jade