athletics ghurL no. 11=) -WHEE*

Friday, June 30, 2006

first off.. special thanks to
1) Huimin, Emily, Janice and Ningxin for helping me with Physics and waiting for slowpoke here to complete her work
2) Georgina for your chemistry workings
3) Peishi, Fann, Joanna, Coach, Chuanmin and others for your encouragement

i had a Bad Day.

today's Physics practical drove me crazy and almost killed me. so many things to do, so little time. and my values and readings and graph had to sabotage me. took more than1.5 hours to finish! thanks for all those who helped and waited for me, once again.

training. all was fine until the trial run.

i did something that a relay runner SHOULD NEVER EVER DO. sighs. i'm sorry. i know this doesn't help but argh. it's just so shitty.. it's like the sky has fallen.. it's like the world's crumbling down. goodness, it better not happen during Nationals or i won't ever forgive myself. train hard, train hard.

and tomorrow's CL Oral, good luck, jade.

i wonder if i'm really fit to be part of it
history has repeated itself, or not worse.
why is it that it happens during the real thing all the time
what is wrong with me

all it takes, is just a 'tink' to end everything.

that day, last chance.

i'm not ready.

2:23 AM