hmm. haha it's 2nd week into the Os.

the toughest week has passed and so i guess things will go better for most.

hmm.. only comment i'll give is that today's EMaths paper1's questions were rather weird. haha perhaps i haven't been exposed to many other questions.. but some of the questions asked were really.. alien heh.

been having isomnia these days, not sure what reason though. wasn't worrying about the papers (though i've got not much confidence), wasn't feeling unhappy about anything. haha just couldn't sleep. can be quite terrible man, especially when i have papers the next day. hopefully i can sleep better from tonight ha.

and.. yea was very touched by Mr Faizad as he sent a message to everyone of us (i think in 4B and 4J), wishing us all the best and reassuring us. so sweet haha. and he isn't our form teacher.. that's why i think it's exceptionally thoughtful of him to spend 70+ SMS-es at one go.. for us. haha he won't be reading this.. but yea thank you so very much, Mr Faizad, you really rock. that message alone gave me the drive to do well (i hope) for English.

hmm. yea the Os are gonna be over soon.. very very soon. heh. all the best to all for the remaining papers.

jiayou pros yo. haha but remember to take care (:

the more you know.. the more you don't.

this is dedicated to 4Bidden'o7..

hmm. yea it's been two years since we've entered the 3Bus interchange, parked side by side with the other 37 Buses.

honestly speaking, all the way till the beginning of this year, i was still living in my memories of the previous class. as in.. i was actually still hoping like i would be able to study in the same class with the same people. not that i disliked 4B, just that i wasn't still adapted to new environment. since young, i'm a person who is very resistive to changes so.. it took me more than a year to feel attached to the class, to the people.

当初还以为不会。

but these few weeks really proved me wrong. knowing that we'll be parting or rather, stopping lessons and going on for study break, i really treasured the times with the class a lot, a lot. this was one of the reasons why i wanted a Steamboat session so badly, this was one of the reasons why i decided to go to Queensway to collect the teachers' mugs even though i was quite worn out at the end of the schoolday..

i think it's kinda special that nobody in 4B really bear grudges towards anyone else. haha okay maybe other classes are just as harmonious but. there are bound to be small bickerings and 'arguments' here and there but they only spice up our lives in the class. it's amazing how we could always laugh things off without somebody coming back to complain as in really complain about how he's been mistreated.

Heritage day.. 3B Parade.. Taman Jurong CIP etc. it was events like these that truly made me realise the value of the class. even though during discussions before the real thing, most of us appeared unenthusiastic and didn't bother much.. on that day itself, it wouldn't be only a few Buses who worked hard and put in effort.. it was everyone of us that went an extra mile with the class' welfare and success in mind. for that, i truly thank 4Bidden.

#1 Jiamin: thanks for being such a responsible Chairperson all these while. though you might nt be outspoken, your efforts are really appreciated by us. you're like the unsung hero who always 默默地支持着我们。you always say you feel that you haven't contributed much to the class but i tell you, if that's the case then perhaps 就没有人算是有贡献于4B already.

#2 Xinran: a quiet person but never fails to volunteer to help in class activities.. you're a person who really touched me whenever you asked if there's anything you can do to help. thank you. and yes you have a very nice and wide smile. it'll be one i'll never forget.

#3 Dawn: ahaha. you're kinda funny at times when you praise yourself muaha. i enjoyed the times when Norine and i sat behind you and Irene. our groupwork were always full of laughter (okay mainly mine)! thanks for being so sweet i'll never forget what you told me online just a few days ago. and please take very good care of yourself yea i want Dawn to be healthy (:

#4 Irene: founder of my SEA association! thanks for bringing my so much laughter with your cute actions and words. hoho. thanks for being such a benevolent Treasurer cos i always forget to bring class fund. tell you that time when you asked me for a photo i was very touched. haha and have more faith in yourself (:

#5 Dee: a very hardworking student and efficient Cleanliness Rep. thank you for coming up with the schedule with Huimin. you never complained about anything even though most of us don't do our duties. i'm guilty of that at times i really sorry! thanks for being such a pro Goalkeeper during matches and i'll never forget that you were with me at the Museum.

#6 Dorothy: hardworking as well and very smart girl.. i'm extremely proud of you as a classmate. i haven't been a very close friend of yours but on 24/07 this year you really made a huge impact on me. the cookie though eaten already will forever be appreciated Doro. (: thanks a lot really.

#7 Emilee: thanks for putting in so much effort into class activities as well, especially where artwork is involved. you never fail to impress us with your creativity not only with paint or poster colours, but ideas that made us stand out from the rest. your consideration of the welfare for every single person in the class is what i think have most made you successful as a good class Chairperson. thanks a lot

#8 Xiuyi: haven't been really close to you and we don't talk that much.. but i find that you're quite a fun girl to be with, which can be seen when you're with Elizabeth or Bena. you also gotta speak up more hehe though i'm not exactly 'open' also. thanks simply for being my classmate and i'll remember that you ever encouraged me when i needed some support.

#9 Yuxiao: 晚出生半年的！haha i got to know you better when we were arranged to sit together in class last year. thanks for encouraging me on to strive for results and also providing me with entertainment. haha your lame jokes and lame stories. i'll never forget the stupid jokes we had so much fun making up.

#10 Waimin: my TM! thanks for cheering me up whenever i'm down. even though your jokes are not as funny as mine, i appreciate them all the same HAHAHA. thanks for sharing stuff with me. oh and also i'm really sorry for always getting foolscap paper etc. from you! thank you for not being calculative or else my debt can never be cleared. i can only say you rock.

#11 Zijia: my classmate for 6 years already. i really thank Fate to have put us in the same class for so many years. your whacky ideas and sweetness never fail to brighten up my life girl. thanks for all your concern and support these years and i appreciate you very much. i really can't imagine without seeing you in class anymore but yes i hope the 6 will extend up to 8.

#12 Huangbei: Bei-san! every since the english project last year we've been calling each other -san! i think it's very heartwarming heh. you really shocked me with your tears and crying the past few days but at the same time touched me with the sentimentality of yours. i thank you for bringing life to the class and i will definitely miss you .

#13 Huimin: another Cleanliness Rep who always does the duties for us =p thank you! and also the one who shares the passion for Biology. but the thing is that she excels and i don't hehehe. thank you Huimin for your wise words they never fail to help me in whatever decision i have to make. please stay as happy all the time though your laughter is loud but i like!

#14 L.Ningxin: heh heh Tweety Bird! still remember Mr T.Chew said that you looked like Tweety. actually i think so too. haha i can see that you're willing to contribute your ideas during class discussions and that's really good. though we don't know each other that well but it's a pleasure to have you in class. oh and you dance very well!

#15 Cheyenne: the girl who never fails to excel in Sciences! once topped the class for all 3 sciences. really look up to you girl. though you're quiet but i feel your drive to strive for the best in everything you do. way to go! thanks for all your help when i ask you questions related to whether Biology Chemistry or Physics homework.

#16 Erning: i've always looked up to you as someone who's able to truly attain "don't care too much about how others feel about you, asl ong as you feel good about yourself." your courage quite inspires me. but girl don't give up! if you don't work hard you'll never know what your true potential is. have no fear about not succeeding because without failures you'll never really taste the sweeetness of the fruit of your labour.

#17 Enqi: haha i alway hear Na call you puipui.. you really very cute know! i don't know i just like the way you laugh and talk. hahaha. you're always smiling and that makes me happy. thanks for crapping with me online about random stuff. hoho. i still remember you helped me scan Chemistry notes last year. though it's an usual act but i just wanna thank you.

#18 Bena: Na! thanks for all your not-funny-humour! haha nah kidding. some are really lame and i wonder why you can still walk. thanks though, for all your encouragement and help in homework. we always talk when we see each other online and i think by far you are the only one in my contacts that i can engage in a conversation all the time. though we talk lamely..

#20 Norine: No! hehe thanks for being there to listen and to advice me on certain things. couldn't have made some decisions without talking to you beforehand. ahaha. you've been a great help and i really had fun sitting beside you in Commonwealth. thanks for bearing with my laughter which can go non stop for 15 minutes.

#21 Janet: Tongtong! you're so so so cute! hehe. i'll miss the times when we always kachiao each other. heh though you're quiet in class also i find that you're actually quite lame and naughty naughty.. heh heh. and your maths really very pro. thanks for always lending me a hand when giving out Chinese assignments. really appreciate it.

#22 Stephanie: hardworking girl also! like Janet, she's also very quiet in class but in fact is very lame and loves to 'disturb' people hoho. her Amaths is superb as well man. hmm though we're not very close but i'm glad that we still do get to talk and play with each other in school !

#23 Janice: Geograpgy Goddess of our class! hahahaha sometimes i'm seriously amazed by your knowledge of the physical landforms. those that i thought are not in textbook/notes or those not easily explained, you know it. hahaha you live up to your name! and being such an active and enthusiastic girl, you bring happiness, joy and life to 4Bidden.

#24 Theophilia: haha Theo! always bicker with Elizabeth and Ningxin. i may not know you very well but i can tell that you have very ah soh actions! grins. and for your diligence i think you really deserve your good results. thanks al ot for making funny comments and statements that made me laugh till i drop.

#25 Elizabeth: though i don't talk to you quite often but i just wanna thank you for helping me out with Maths worksheet questions. you're a quiet but friendly person who always helps others in need. your temper is really very nice. Physics pro right ! hehe

#26 Y.Ningxin: haha one of the tallies and loudies in class.. always hear your voice and laughter.. but neverimnd it brings life to the classroom. thanks for being such a responsible Chemistry rep and being so tall such that you face the greatest lightning risk hahaha okay kidding. glad to have you in the same class.

#27 Nicholas: haha the Tsar. don't always say "fail le la fail le la.." cos in the end you don't fail.. always like that haha so must believe in yourself and more optimistic.

#28 Xiaopeng: thanks XiaoPeng! like Emilee said you're really the happiest person we've ever seen,always smiling. you never hesistate to help us when we're in need and i sincerely thank you. and as PA Rep, thanks for allowing our lessons go on smoothly!

#29 Khonglim: Chemistry pro hehe. don't know how you do that honestly. hahaha but you're a very quiet guy in class and hopefully you'll turn up for class outings in future!

#30 Guzheng: haha your laughter is really classic! i always feel like laughing after hearing you laugh. 难忘一起上作文班的日子，有你喊起立行礼！

#31 Minghui: ahahah sat in front of me in class for a few months and i realise you're a very crappy person. thanks for all your entertainment when Kahlok Ningxin and i were bored in class!

#32 Thomas: i guess you're the person whom our class guys like to kachiao the most.. hahaha and you laugh with a high pitch =p but i think you bring fun and laughter into the class so thanks a lot..

#33 Abel: Abel rocks! hahahaa lame^1000000000000. looks very 'decent' but can crap a lot a lot. runs like the wind.

#34 KahHan: good Biology Rep! but must learn to relax when need be don't stress yourself out.. thanks for contributing to our classjokes and always making us happy (=

#35 Lirui: ahaha. major 'joker' in class.. your actions and sound effects seriously.. make the class go HAHAHAHAHA. thanks Lirui for teaching us maths and encouraging us to persevere.

#36 Szekiat: haha another blur blur person like me. only difference is that he's smart i'm not. haha yougotta come outta your own world once in awhile! (: thanks for doing all the PA stuff..

#37 Kahlok: haha.. another silent joker.. immitates advertisement REALLY well.. entertains the class liek don't know what. haha thanks and you're really a gentleman.

#38 YenChen: eh haha always get suaned by people.. but rarely flare up so i kinda pei4 fu2 you also.. humanities like quite good also. and please you and KahHan eat more.. haha

that's my beloved Buses.

hmm as we leave this class we bring along fond memories.. even though i don't want just memories i think i should be contented at least i have them..

thanks for making myl ife in RV a memorable one and.. love you all.

erm.. so today was Graduation Day.

met Emilee at Jurong East interchange and went to school on 97 together. i guess that was the last time we'll be doing that already. had a great chat on the bus, though she did most of the talking .

first thing we did was the give out presents and letters to the Buses. as we were the first two to arrive, it was done quite quickly and we went on to the other block of classes.

after much climbing of stairs up and down, we finally finished giving our last (or probably second last ) gifts to our dear friends either by putting them on their tables or personally. went back to class and proceeded to the track for assembly.

then it was SEC4's CEREMONY.

it started off with Ms Ek's speech which i thought was quite meaningful.

then prize-giving. really proud of those prize winners although i don't know some of them.

4A went up.. when theirs was about to end, 4B lined up according to register numbers downstage and waited for our turn.

i held Mdm Guo's mug in my hands.

Bena was in front of me, Norine behind me.

i started to tear.

the 'queue' started to move forward as Jiamin was first to step onto the stage cos she was gonna give the speech.

the speech began.

i was still tearing.

the speech was crafted by Norine, Emilee, Huimin, Bena and i.

Norine began to softly recite it along with Jiamin. she was so familiarised with the speech that she could almost memorise it.

and then i cried really hard. Norine patted me on the shoulder. i calmed down.

Jiamin then came to the Chinese paragraph dedicated to Guolaoshi. it was the exact paragraph that i crafted..

i cried hard again.

by now, i was already one of the next few to go onstage.

managed to suppress my emotions and moved on with the line.

Jiamin then read about the part dedicated to Mr Chia..

this time i really hecked about suppressing. tears just started to stream and i had a little teeny weeny bit of difficulty breathing.

then i went up. couldn't speak properly to Guolaoshi as i took over my report book from her. hugged.

went towards Mrs Lim. she asked me to continue to work hard and wished me all the best. she then asked," can i give you a hug?" i couldn't say anything and i just embraced her.

remained on stage and stood beside Dorothy. she cried as well, looking at her trails of tears. i saw Zijia, Xinran, Dawn, Irene and many more.. they asked me not to cry and smiled really sweetly at me. i turned and looked at Jiamin still making the speech.. i cried again. i remember when i was onstage, i just kept using a piece of tissue to wipe my tears.

".. we're 4Bidden'o7."

that was what Jiamin last said.

we bowed to thank RV after our very last command from the two Chairpersons, "起立，行礼.."

went downstage, took class photo and sat downstage once again.

4C
4D
4E
4F
4G
4H
4I
4J
4K
4L..

i looked at every class.

and that was probably the last time i would ever see my entire co-hord onstage.

hmm. haha.

1.the person who tagged you is
Waimin aka my TM

2. your relationship with him/her is
classmate+TM

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her
friendly/ethusiastic about class outings!/helpful/loves to laugh!/sentimental

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
inserting little notes into my pencilcase

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you
".. i will never forget you.."

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
LOVE

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
be more lame HAHAHA

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will
that won't ever happen

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
beacause "friend" and "enemy" now mean the same thing

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is
pull through difficult times with her

11. your overall impression of him/her is
:D

12. how do you think people around you will feel about you
not sure..

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is
sotong. haha

14. on the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is
many to mention know..

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
a happy person who derives her joy from making others happy

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
i feel the same towards you

17. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you

1. Kheng
2. Melanie
3. Aiksong
4. Emilee
5. Chuanmin
6. Peishi
7. Dawn
8. Irene the founder of SEA committee
9. Georgina
0. Shaoying

who is no.6 having a relationship with?
(Peishi) haha no one i suppose

is no.9 a male or female?
(Georgina) female

if no. 7 and 0 are together, will it be a good thing?
(Dawn and Shaoying) haha that'll be funny

what is no.2 studying about?
(Melanie) huh

when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
(Aiksong) last sunday

what kind of music does no.8 like?
(Irene) haha i'm not very sure. Chinese pop?

does no.1 have any siblings?
(Kheng) yes! elder brother and sister. both friendly!

will you woo no.3?
(Aiksong) WAHAHAHAHA

how about no.7?
(Dawn) i think she'll woo me! hahaha

is no. 4 single?
(Emilee) hehe yes for now but who knows..

what's the surname of no.5?
(Chuanmin) Foo

what's the name of no.0?
(Shaoying) need i say more? haha

what's the hobby of no.4?
(Emilee)the one and only other person who shares the art of Stoning as i do.. so there you go!

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
(Chuanmin and Georgina) i guess so! though they're aquaintances

where is no.2 studying at?
(Melanie) Huayi Sec

say something casual about no.1
(Kheng) NOOBEST hehe

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
(Irene) haha she'll freak out if i say yes. okay. YES. hahaha we're classmates! so no need try

where does 9 live?
(Georgina) Tiong Bahru

what colour does no.4 like?
(Emilee) GREEN

are no.5 and 1 best friends?
(Chuanmin and Kheng) no

does no.7 like no.2?
(Dawn and Melanie) they don't know each other.

how did you get to know no.2?
(Melanie) primary school friend!

does no.1 have any pets?
(Kheng) haha nope

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
(Dawn) ask her! haha