Sunday, February 22, 2009
haha just felt like typing something here.the weeks are getting more and more hectic, i don't know for how long more i can take it.but there's just this thing in me that keeps me going, i can't pinpoint what.though it's never easy and smoothsailing even with its help.it seems like a miracle to me.please don't let that strength disappear, i'm depending very much on it.not to forget the energy hadouken and 15oJ of energy that two people gave/lent me to help me pull through the past 2weeks.still in need of more crazy stuff to do.been talking less to Dad, Mum and Sis. lowest record was to reach home at 1opm one night, open door " hello papa mummy nini (my sis' nickname)" then showered, packed bag, and slept.felt a tad guilty the next day. so i spent quality time with them on friday, in the evening. great.after that, everything resumes.for now, Life's harsh.okay, not entirely. maybe merciful once in awhile.but the mental and physical toll remain.& i hope at the end of the day, i'd be able to tell someone" everything is starting to unwind and fall in place, feel like all that was put in is worth it."really.this is an incoherent post.--realised..
4:21 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
haha here to jot down a few reasons to be happy in the past two weeks or so..1) today someone told me i gave the best present! it's my first masterpiece somemore.2) i successfully surprised someone!3) i received a very sweet and cute energyyyyyyyyyy adouken before my race(:4) someone did something to my school collar pin so it has now become my favourite collar pin!5) i got to spend more time with a few people who are extremely important to me! they know who they are.6) BIO ROCKS7) i have two new-found babies: a gas syringe and a beaker, both taken from.. _J :p more to come.8) seeing them in school!9) i managed to embarrass someone who embarrassed me on my birthday last year(x1o) someone will be wearing a watch of the same model as mine to school.. haha!11) improvement in running(:12) someone always has funny stories to tell me on mondays, tuesdays, fridays and saturdays:D13) someone likes to eat breakfast with me!14) someone is happy(:15) i entertained someone while i dozed off during Econs lectures:pnow for the reasons to be unhappy..1) work is piling2) tests aplenty3) tired..4) sometimes i don't see them 5) i can't do much6) i'm spending less time with family these days, i shall dedicate my sundays to them! at least breakfast.7) i don't understand maths8) my trainings are affected by consolidations.. my own bad.9) letting people down.hmm. reasons to be happy > reasons to be unhappy. does it mean that i've got net happiness..? haha! all right, that was crap. take care people(:--whenever you lose some, you'd gain some..
10:32 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
haha at Mrs Lee's house today..
such is the happiness that never left me.
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紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
1:02 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEIJIN! :Dhaha first i'm sorry for not including you in the year-end post, i didn't know you read/know of my blog! so now that i know, there: i'm dedicating a post to you(:hey girl, thanks for being sucha wonderful person! your cheerful and hyper character always makes me smile and it's just nice to know that you're around. even though sometimes your sudden hugs and "DEAR!!!" scare me but they sure do brighten up my day! i guess to me you're quite special because you were in the same class as me in SA, and you came over to NJ together with me into the same OG and we even ended up in 17 together. i'm truly thankful for and appreciative of this affinity we share. oh, and not to forget i really love PE lessons with you.. especially back then in SA. you know what i mean yea? haha(: because of you we seemed more lively and enthusiastic, but i genuinely enjoyed the Floorball and Captain's ball games. Beijin's really funny! (that's a compliement) here's wishing you a very very special 18th, cheers to our friendship and all the best! rock on!
12:38 AM
jade