Thursday, December 29, 2005
today nothing happened..except that i went to Chuanmin's place to 'do homework'. planned to do maths actually, but we ended up eating, going online and listening to songs.. dots.yeah and we talked and talked and laughed and laughed.. no homework done ): so i decided to leave so that she could start on her maths homework. haha. jiayou Chuanmin!well.. does anyone look forward to sec3? i'm kind of excited because a new school year is starting and i guess the first few days would be very fun. no official lessons. but whenever i think of the increasing workload, tests, exams and so on, i'm afraid to face it. afterall, i didn't choose the subject combination because i like it. i didn't want triple sciences. one fine day my mum told me that she hopes that i can study 3 sciences (probably thought of what jobs can i take next time). but she say if i'm too stressed or don't want to take also fine with her. she doesn't want me to be too stressed out. but.. i didn't want to disappoint her so i put that as my first choice. sighs. now the fear is starting to appear already. what if i can't cope? will that affect the rest of my subjects? my biology has always been lousy. in sec1, i got a pathetic C5.. gosh.. what's gonna happen next year? next next year? i don't wanna disappoint my mum! how.. i don't wanna go sec3 any more.. arghh..guess that's all for today..
9:22 PM
jade