athletics ghurL no. 11=) -WHEE*

Thursday, July 27, 2006

wah ok.. after so many (three) days of work, finally found time to update.

today was Physics SPA, well it went quite okay for me because i've finally managed to complete the entire assignment within the 1 hour time frame. but i guess i won't do a good job though. readings and results were all screwed up. never mind, i'm just glad that it's over. haha and let's not talk about SS test. FLUNKED! haha.

school's getting tougher and tougher each day. i don't need to dream of getting home before 4pm on mondays to thursdays anymore. nonetheless, the busy yet fulfilling school life has much more to offer than just work. ( which i've finally realised haha )

yesterday during PDP lesson, our topic was on career and ambition. after listening to Ms Yew talk about so much about employment and job seeking, the question which had never crossed my mind during the past 15 years suddenly struck me: what actually do i wanna be when i grow up?

ok, in primary school all of us have written essays on our ambition and stuff. everytime i would just fake out one and write accordingly, without much thought and feelings. hmm. somehow the lesson has successfully made me truly think hard and consider about my future.

i totally agree that with an ambition in mind, you would know what you're working towards and what you're studying so hard for. it also serves as a motivation for you to get on with life. but i don't seem, or can't seem to think of a suitable job that would accompany me as a source of income, as well as an interest.

haha frankly speaking i don't excel in the things i do. hmm. then what can i be when i grow up? or perhaps i should start focusing on something that i'm passionate about and try to achieve something out of it, so that at least when it comes to employment, my competency is there. the reason i'm thinking about my future is because i feel that i can't possibly be doing nothing, waiting for my parents to feed me when in adulthood.

haha however, " what is your ambition? " has been, and will always be the question which i dislike the most.

good day, everyone! (:

am i doing the right thing..?

10:42 PM