athletics ghurL no. 11=) -WHEE*

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

there are too many things i wanna tell you but i can't put them down in the text messages.. so here am i ( hopefully you'll get to read this one day )

i know this period of time has been demoralising for you and you feel like giving up on everything.. it's inevitable to have this mindset especially when nothing is going too well for you.. this goes for everybody on earth i suppose. i understand.

you said you've lost everything and will not be able to make up for them because you have such little time left. that's precisely why you gotta make good use of whatever time you have now! nobody said it was easy but you have to try.

friend, when no one else has given up on you, you have no right to give up on yourself. even if someone does, all the more you shouldn't.

you may think that all these are just talk and no action.. afterall, it's easier said than done. but i wanna let you know that i'm trying as well, really. i've told this to other people and i'll tell you now.. sec2 i was at my peak and what followed was simply disastrous. was quite successful in most aspects of my life back then, look at what i am now. i felt the way you're feeling right now, but i know giving up isn't gonna make things better.. you told me you know this too.

so what's stopping you?

as much as i wanna achieve what i did two years ago, i hope you can find back the motivation and drive yourself on. at the end of the day, i don't want to see you break down in tears (of unhappiness and disappoinment ). i want you to tell yourself and maybe me that, you deserve a good long break.

haha okay i don't know what else to say.. there were too many things in mind and i can't recall. haha yea but that's the idea i wanna put across to you.

however, if there's anyone reading this.. and the above situation applies to you as well.. i hope it makes a teeny weeny (positive) difference.

all the way friend, i'll be with you (:

the Present..

9:05 PM