heyhey.

hmm. 3days in a new school. don't really know what to say.. mixed feelings about it.

went back to SA yesterday right after Roadrun. haha i don't know. just had a strong urge to return.. i wanted so badly for the morning event to end.

i crossed the Bridge at Sa's Village, and it all felt so familiar. the only thing was that.. there were so many more new faces. kinda shocked at first. couldn't recognise any, some even looked at me as though i was an alien.

then it dawned upon me that,those were the 2nd intakers.

finally, students began to stream outta the CC. met quite a number of friends, who remained in SA. Zixi! VanTan! Shiqi! Weena!

goodness. i felt so much better. really missed them a lot.

exchanged a few sentences with each person, before receiving a call from Yvonne.

"..we're waiting for you at the cafe! come now !"

you know, immediately i rushed and ran past figures dressed in white and navy along the way.

i reached the cafe, heard some familiar voices that went..

"paika! paika!"

haha. my heart really beat faster.

o8s13.

man, i was really so super happy. so much happier.

we went for lunch at Macs, did a bit of catching up, laughed, played like crazy. then we went back to SA to rockclimb. okay i didn't, Cassie Dawn and Mason did. i just watched and laughed and stoned. and thought. about the days before the dreadful Jae.

after that the rest left, and i talked to Yifong in the canteen for about 2 hours. like wow. we never talked so much before. it was.. just great.

she left for CO.

then came VanQuek, whom i was supposed to meet to go to the Choir concert.

talked a lot a lot too. i think we really made full use of our time together cos we spoke a lot. she was telling me about SA after Jae and other stuff that she never shared with me back then.

we went out for dinner, talking along the way, talked over dinner and strolled back to SA in the rain, still talking.

surprisingly and i don't know to be sad or happy about it.. but both Yifong and Van started one of their sentences in the same way:

"..haha since you're not in SA already.. actually.."

haha. i gotta know both of them better after i've left SA. ironic eh.

but still, i thank goodness for it.

at least my trip back to SA was fruitful.

haha sigh. just some afterthoughts from yesterday. take care everyone (:

-and you begin to wonder why you came.-