Sunday, February 22, 2009
haha just felt like typing something here.the weeks are getting more and more hectic, i don't know for how long more i can take it.but there's just this thing in me that keeps me going, i can't pinpoint what.though it's never easy and smoothsailing even with its help.it seems like a miracle to me.please don't let that strength disappear, i'm depending very much on it.not to forget the energy hadouken and 15oJ of energy that two people gave/lent me to help me pull through the past 2weeks.still in need of more crazy stuff to do.been talking less to Dad, Mum and Sis. lowest record was to reach home at 1opm one night, open door " hello papa mummy nini (my sis' nickname)" then showered, packed bag, and slept.felt a tad guilty the next day. so i spent quality time with them on friday, in the evening. great.after that, everything resumes.for now, Life's harsh.okay, not entirely. maybe merciful once in awhile.but the mental and physical toll remain.& i hope at the end of the day, i'd be able to tell someone" everything is starting to unwind and fall in place, feel like all that was put in is worth it."really.this is an incoherent post.--realised..
4:21 PM
jade